Anything to be with You..

The Light that guides me is You..
The force that drives me is You
What are then these mountains that intimidate me??
If a hundred storms lead to You,
I'd embrace them too!

When everything else fades...

Nothing under the sun
is here to stay
everything like vapor
will some day fade away...

As mortal life ends,
we all head to the grave
as it lay open
for the weak and the brave

That 'love' is volatile
which from a heart, disappears
Yet that is the 'love' we chase
The 'love' that only brings tears..


Promises are broken
and so are hearts
memories that stay behind
seem like painful darts

But as the wind blows away
all the earthly dust,
I return to the place
where I found You first


Where seasons never change
and rivers never run dry
Where You reside
in the heaven so high.

-PJ

My Crimson Love

Screaming shores of crimson blood
I’m drowning in the rising flood
Crimson light falls on my soul
The crimson hurt takes its toll.
Set ablaze a crimson sky
with a fire no one can pacify
When dusk falls on a crimson lie
my crimson soul will slowly die.
A crimson drop falls on my heart
of a crimson blood so sweet,
Slowly it fills my crimson eyes,
with crimson tears of deceit.
How crimson is your beauty now
in your crimson blood I see
No more crimson words or feelings
in you are left for me.
Crimson pain for my crimson soul
and a crimson wound for my heart
as I witness the death of a crimson love
when my crimson love departs.

Nostalgia!

I've seen her many times
but never like this before
as I drew back
she began to chase me all the more

On a summer night
she felt like freezing cold
She came like a tune never heard
like a story never told!

She took me to the past
she got me enticed
With those big blue eyes
she got me hypnotized

I tried to escape her
in the darkness of the night..
but even before I could flee..
she held my hand
and gripped me so tight!

sweet dreams...

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Fiction Stuff

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whether it's
summer
winter
or monsoons
it doesn't matter
all i have is love
and soft cushions
a tender touch
and kisses tenderer
no vodka
no cell
no work
i will never forget this
three days when
i was really happy
at last
I am HIM
carefree
not a drunk
not stupid
not falling
and not crying at all...